FINALLY a new poem

So yeah, I greatly apologize for my absence, here are two poems written recently.

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March 21, 2010 5:51 PM

Will I fight for my sanity,
Or will I give up once again.
Believing this blood is my friend?
Even to me it's a mystery

Are you coming or will you leave?
Am I destined to solitude,
Feeling dirty, feeling used
Less than human, less than worty?

I'm choosing between you and all I know
My war paint will slowly dry
And me? I'll silently cry
And woefully let go
~//~


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March 23, 2010 12:16 PM

These days seldom is comfort
Defeat hits home, hits hard
Glass cracks, metal cuts
And I shatter.

Now and again, fortitude runs thin
Gray and drowned from the flood
An inundation coming in waves
Silent, but fata deluge -
Shreds of me plead for your mercy
Plead for your gracious lessening
And allowance of my breath.
~//~